A member of the church I'm going to now gave me a lead on a website for job listings. I sent out 5 resumes yesterday. This after I was told I got a raise at work of about $500/year.
Normally, I would be excited and this raise would be enough to rejuvenate my spirit of working, my belief in the work I'm accomplishing, etc.
But while I really enjoy the individuals I have met here, I find myself completing work in case I am leaving rather than setting my mind on the Fall semester of programming.
Why has this place provoked such a distaste in me?